Well, as I mentioned, i am starting 'anew' in another subsidiary of the current company im working for. I feel strongly for this switch as I felt that my previous posting is bringing me nowhere and of course the 'feud' and office politics that killed my interest and i need to think about my own future.
I am now sitting in McD in Nilai waiting for the Nissan to be washed. Such a waste of time (thanks to 'you-know-who'). I should be in office doing more useful job. Ironic isnt it? All good things goes to the 'favoured ones' while all the S**T goes to me and Mr. Chua to clean up. *sigh*
I have promised myself to work harder in this new posting this round to prove a point. I am sick of office politics and the blatant back stabbing by people of the previous workplace. I want to do well and have some potential career advancements in the future. However, I do feel guilty to Choulyee as I have to put her through all these. She does not deserve to also suffer with me.
She came all the way to KL to be with me and I sometimes felt that no matter what I do to make life as simple and easy for her, it does not make much difference. I really really hope that hers and my sacrifices will be worthwhile and have its rewards in the future.
I always believe that if a person is sincere and honest and willing to work hard, that person will be rewarded later. If a person is sneaky, lazy, self centered and willing to sacrifice others for oneself's interests, that person may get away once, twice, 3 times but will one day drown in their own schemes.
Well, just some ramblings i need to get it out of my chest.
Tata for now.
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